DOES NOT COMPUTE
Wednesday, November 4, 2009, 7:59 PM
Today is Wednesday, I don't like how these weeks are going by too fast. Tomorrow and it's like the school week is already over. Time is going by faster than I can take it. It's freaking November. When 2010 hits, things are going to get nasty.
I woke up minutes after 6AM, got ready for school, the works and things. Got onto campus listening to Brown Eyes, calculus. I go my usual way to class and from a distance I see him who, right when I was walking toward the classroom, starts walking too. No talking, we get into class and it's kind of weird. When the whole class gets in we find we are going to be doing a test. I get the test and I get the first part but the others... listen here, I know how to do the stuff but it's like, put a problem in front of my face and I don't know how to do it. My knowledge and the problems do not connect. So I do what I do in physics and look like I'm doing stuff. I see the guy next to me who looks like he's working hard and here I was not doing much. Pretty soon snot starts coming down and I get to go to the bathroom. While there, I blow my nose and check myself in the mirror. Complain about how I don't want to go back in there. When I do, and in the last 25 minutes, the class starts to break down. People start finishing and then teacher gets occupied with the finishing student. Which means they go in their little room and the class gets to talk and stuff. The guy I like, dude it's so weird. He tells me he doesn't know how to do this. I had to be like "what did you just say" but honestly it makes me feel a bit better. Ha, I'm so horrible. At the end of the period me, him and another guy decide to come in after school to get a pass to come in during tutorial tomorrow.
Walking with him to Connections and he asks me about Student of the Month. I think it's cool how he wants it to stay. I'll fight for it! Well, of course it's staying because all the petty arguments against it are not strong enough to take it away completely but let's not talk about that. In next class we talk about senior project and that class is the only time where I think about senior project. Which is really bad. But, what I want to do probably will never happen because I don't have a means to get there. It sucks. I look at all the juniors who are driving already and I just feel like stupid. I hate how it's like here and the non-American like customs. I don't understand why I never vouched for it earlier. Stupid like and how I never was prepared for anything. It's some stupid shit.
Huhhh... Leadership class. Let me be mean for another moment and call these people some food crazy animals. See a chance for free food and they go after it like savages. Like they are not 17 or 18. It's just stupid and immature. But more on that later. We talk politics and the whole class didn't do their homework. We worked on out bulletin boards and it was a nice distraction. At the end counselor announced it was the birthday for two people and principal gave out two cakes. And there I was waiting patiently because... I doubt I would eat lunch today so yeah, I was helping people go first, cutting their slices while others were trying to get some of both cakes. Charging in front of those who were waiting and then arguments ensued. Damn, it's so stupid. And yeah, I didn't get lunch. Wanted to, guess that's not going to happen.
Fifth period was actually quite fun. We actually worked and learned. Reflexive verbs, is that what they are called? Yeah well, it was fun, we played pictionary and we laughed and it was fun. Did not go in the Commons like always, we stayed in the classroom and it was more fun than we ever had outside.
After school. Remember there were three of us that were going to go to calc to get a tutorial slip for tomorrow. Didn't know if he were going to stay after school but ha, I see him walking toward the class so I walk with him, it was nice, as tall as he was, I still kept up with him, met up with the other guy and we go in to get our slips. I take the bus at 2:30 and take the second bus that let me walk home for a good 15 minutes. During the journey home I start feeling kind of bad, there's all this work and I am feeling not too good about passing all my classes. I have this mental image in my mind where I am crying.
The rest of my night consists of homework: rewriting that essay I started over on two days before it will be due, physics problem, looking over calc test in preparation for tomorrow, other things. Which is why I'm only limiting myself to one hour of TV. Hey, I'll be doing work while I watch. Yes, I will. Tomorrow is a 2,4,6 block period with tutorial. The end of the quarter is in two days and uh... I could have done better but... I'm being stupid and procrastinating.
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