Broke I Am
Wednesday, December 12, 2007, 12:02 PM
I'm so excited. Ok, sort of. The end of the semester has finally arrived for me. I took my last final this morning. Yay! Relief.
I think I did well in all my classes, but I don't have all of my final grades yet. But that*s ok. I*m not really stressing over it.
Soon, I will be working more. I need to! Broke I am, financially, and in other ways as well.
Sometimes, when I*m trying to sleep at night, I realize a feeling of...insecurity. Broken I am. I want the truth and I want peace in my spiritual life, but half of the time, I don*t even stop to take the time. When I was more devout in the Christian faith, I didn*t have this problem. But I*ve changed and am changing...and I feel like I need a map again.
The Bible? Don*t think so. I respect Jesus very much and enjoy reading certain texts in the Bible...but I just can*t identify with the Christian faith the way I once did. It*s been hard, because I was so happy where I was...but now, I am moving on.
But broke I am. I don*t know what I have and what I don*t. Liberal and free...free and changing. But Who do I call on? I find myself calling on myself...and on Someone. But
I don*t know.
Christmas is approaching. I have most of my shopping done, but not all. I will be working of course, but beyond that, I don*t know. I have no idea what Nick*s doing...or what I am doing
Here.
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