What do i do Tuesday, November 3, 2009, 9:01 PM
How do you help someone when you cant even help yourself. why do good thing happen to bad people and bad things happen to good people. im lost i feel like my head is spinning like im walking in a daze just going through the motions. my husbands depressed im depressed because im taking all the slack its always my fault i get shit on when hes sad im not supportive when hes sad im only one person i tell him he needs to see someone and he tells me he wants to do it his way. when do my feelings come into acount when do i get to cry when do i get to punch the wall and hid in the basement when do i get support where is my shoulder i might sound selfish but ive been doing this for 3 years now and my paitents are almost up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im feeling resentfull and sad i feel like walking away from the house the car it all im not sure if its worth my sanity
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