The Sweetest Rose- 3
Monday, February 8, 2010, 10:51 PM
I just pointed my finger at you, but it would not be fair of me to accuse you of biting it off. I'm sorry. I have so many excuses for myself. I won't mention them here. You were alone and reaching out. I failed to grab your hand. How could I? I would never be enough to satisfy you. So many chances I had to take a hold of you; so many chances I've failed. I don't deserve to shrug you off. I am truely sorry. Rejection runs deep...
"Your so pathetic" He says to me. That is exactly how I feel. I can't even rip the useless words from my mind. I can't even think. He's won and set me ajar. Fuck you! If I could tear out your eyes I would, but I just can't reach. Now watch the imbecile struggle in front of you. Sick like a dog and on my hands and kneese, now. Well kick the useless life out of me. I'm a rotting disease that needs to be clean. You piece of shit! You steal my happiness and all I can do is utter my fustration for your pleasure. You have been with me always. Get out of my head! Let me sulk in the corner like the worthless lifeform you created. Let me have one bit of silence. Please walk away. Truely make me clean...
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