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Last public entry date: November 15, 2009 9:23 AM
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party
Sunday, November 15, 2009, 9:23 AM
yesturday, being my birthday, we had a party here with a bunch of family (for some reason i like these better than the ones where you invite all your friends over). We didn't really do much. All the parents stayed in the kitchen playing cards and getting drunk while me, ashley and nadia stayed in my room going on facebook and then finally deciding to watch phantom of the opera. nichole and jory stayed in her room doing god knows what. it might not sound like much of a party but it did turn out to be really fun.
so much for plans
Sunday, November 8, 2009, 10:19 AM
evan keeps telling me that if i really want to see him i would find a way but he fails to see that this goes both ways. he actually wants to see me more than i want to see him, i couldnt care less. i told him i was able to see him yesturday but of course he was busy. he keeps saying that weekends aren't good for him but weekdays aren't good for me, i have classes and papers to write. school is more important to me than being able to see him for a few hours. sorry if he cant understand that.
depressing nightmare
Saturday, November 7, 2009, 8:11 AM
last night i had one of the worst dreams i could possibly have. i dont usually remmeber my dreams but of all the dreams i could remember, i had to remember this one. This one involved one of our cats. Somehow he, fuzzball, got shot and he ran around bleeding for ahwile before i actually did something and had hime rushed to the vet where he eventually died. it was so depressing, he is probably the best cat out of the three. i hope none of them die anytime soon.
halloween party
Saturday, October 31, 2009, 9:10 AM
tonight i am going to up so late with nihcole ashley and mike and whoever else shows up. first we are going to the old neighborhiid trick or treating which im a little old for so i dont think i'll be doing the door to door thing. then afterwards we are going to ashley's house to watch halloween movies all night. we got so many snacks and movies to keep us busy pretty much all night. we were supose to have a bonfire but its a little too wet for that so not sure if that is going to happen or not.
we'll see
Saturday, October 31, 2009, 9:07 AM
i got home from class yesturday to find that evan had once again friended me on facebook after blocking me for the second time only i had no idea what sparked this one. He left me a long message explaining that someone has been hacking into his computer and hd to get it fixed or something. some technological problem that i dont understand. just when i was ready to just let him go and forget about him he shows up again. we'll see if anything makes him run this time around.
flu
Thursday, October 29, 2009, 10:32 AM
i have never had to deal with catching the flu before, i nave never gotten it till this year. I started feeling bad thursday night and couldnt even get out of bed on friday. i just thought it was a cold which was all i ever got. i felt bad when i woke up on monday but went to class anyway. That turned out to be a bad idea because i came home with a 103 degree fever. my mom got worried with that H1N1 going around and took me to the ER where they found it was only the regular and i was dehydrated. they gave me fuids and sent me home. i went back to class today feeling much better but still not 100%. i should thankfully be fine in the next few days.
such a bitch
Saturday, October 24, 2009, 7:33 PM
it was me nichole my mom grandmother and ron who went to my nephew's birthday party however we didn't stay there long. we were sitting there for maybe 10-15 minutes when my bitch of a sister in law saw that we still had our shoes on and even though HER family had their shoes on she made a big deal about us. she was cursing and yelling at eetything else just because we had our shoes on. If she would have asked nicely about taking out shoes on we might have said OK but the way she asked with the cursing and all, i dont think so. plus she had just got done saying that her dogs had gone to the bathroom all over the carpet so i wouldnt WANT to take them off. also the way she was speaking to my grandmother was just unexceptable. she is 68 years old, she can barely walk on her own, she needs someone to help her put her shoes on and off so she wasnt going to be taking her shoes off no matter whos house she was in, plus the bitch was talking to those who are older than her, she needs to learn how to be more mature and how to respect those around her. how was she going to make sure all 50 people coming to this party took their shoes off, that would be a pretty hard task if you ask me. its a part, you can always clean up the mess when everyone leaves. oh yea thats right shes a lazy bitch who has to whine and cry about everything jut because she feels she is so much better than everyone else when she is nothing more than a bug i'd like to squish under my shoes.
*******
Saturday, October 17, 2009, 8:25 AM
i thought things had gone back to normal between me and evan but it turns out he hasnt changed at all. i was talking with him last night and then all of a sudden he blacks me and refuses to talk with me again. he hast changed he's just as immature as he had been. but its also got me worried. he was in isreal and something happened over there and he wont tell me what and all of a sudden he's always busy. i asked him why everything was such a secret and he says its personal. i asked him, just joking, if he killed someone. he gave me a quick no and thats when he blocked me. this has me thinking that he actually did and thats why everything is such a secret. i dont know what to do or if im just being paranoid.
cut off
Sunday, October 11, 2009, 5:28 PM
when me and evan started talking again i thought we had finally reformed the friendship we unfortunately lost back in march. We used to talk everyday and look forward to seeing each other, we havent been able to plan yet but now it seems like he's avoiding me and i dont know why. everytime i IM him he says he's too busy and when i get on AIM when he's on he'll immediately sign off. i tried the same thing with facebok chat and he just signs off or ignores me all together. im starting to see that what marina and all them had told me was true that he hasn't changed. i dont want to believe it but what can i say about the way he is acting.
in the middle
Sunday, October 11, 2009, 9:21 AM
thanks to nichole and her friends i am once again in the middle between them and evan. I am trying to be the mature one and try to forgive him of all the things he said about us but they are still keeping a grudge and more than that they are trying to turn me against him. they need to grow up. The more they try to pull me away from him the more im going to cling. i still havent forgiven him completely, i need to sped some time with him first to see if he has changed any until i can but atleast im giving him a chance. They are being so childish, blaming him for something that happened in high school. We're in college now, its about time they started acting like it. im mean he was the one who came to us on his own to apologize, something i admire.
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