Thinking too much- again.
Sunday, September 13, 2009, 10:46 AM
I wish that things were different; I wish I didn't have these decisions to make, these choices that will make or break my near future. I wish my mom and my roommate had already gotten jobs. I wish that money wasn't so damn tight. I wish that my mom had even bothered to apply ANYWHERE for work. I wish her bills weren't all in my name. I wish I knew that I could pay her bills and mine. At the moment, I can barely cover mine, let alone hers. My cell phone's cut off until next payday, and possibly later. My roommates want to do a themed costume party for Halloween, all of us as characters from Repo: the genetic opera. I'm all for it, but it means spending even more than I was planning to, probably. Even thrift stores are getting a bit expensive, lol. And, I got elected to be Shiloh. My best friend is Mag, her sister is Amber, our other roommate will be the Grave Robber. Wooooot! Costumes plus alcohol= two thumbs up! :)
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